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haha so i got a 1 week free subscription... haha this is soo cool..... im enjoying it -lol- too bad its only for a week *SigH*

ya but i dunno why i got it :S but it was cooooooooooooool haha
anyways i can put images on my journal now -haha-

FRIENDS:



go deviantart

today...
- i gave everything up just to talk to u
- but then i realized something and threw away all your pictures
- threw away all your notes u gave to me
- deleted all your emails and erased you from my memories
- i realized i was trying to hang on to something i never had
- Trying to hang on to someone that needed more...
- someone who lost faith in me.


"You are my only pain, my only fear... and you were my only love"

"i'm far from perfect... i see many flaws in my personality and life... and those you really know me and love me still... are the ones that i want as a part of me. we grow and learn from each other... we pick up this trait here... and that habit there... we grow old and weak and bitter. we grow arrogant and vain and strong. we are the people who are in our lives. i am a little bit of you and you are of me. and i see my flaws. so i try to hide them away. hide them to you would never see them. so that you will never pick up that part of me. i don't want to be your poison. i don't want to be your weakness. because i like you the way you are. you are perfect to me no matter what you think. i would never want you to be like me.

cause i'm far from perfect. i would never expect you to be. but i expect more in myself... for you"